God > me.

Okay today I've just been really really upset. I'm in a pretty dry spot with God and I'm not used to that. I've grown up in church and I've never really had a dry spell, until about two weeks ago. So today I got home from Virginia and when my plans got cancelled I went upstairs and read my bible some more. I was just really confused and I started crying. I rarely cry. So in my confusion I got frustrated with God and decided to call it quits for the night. That was a mistake, and I obviously knew that. if I want to get closer to God you spend time with Him. You don't get mad and walk away, but I did. So I got on Facebook, the only social media I'm not fasting, and I'm not sure why. I never get on there, and I'm not really sure what I was looking for. But God had something for me. I scrolled through my news feed and saw a post from my friend Josh that said "Jesus Christ did his most hell-defying, God-honoring work when he was feeling absolutely deserted by God the father. Don't give up!" So even when you don't feel him, God's still there and working through you.

~Alli :)